An Avid Dreamer Blogs Here

Well feeling much more myself now, only took 2 days lol. So how's everyone else doing? I saw that the lottery is getting quite the hefty jackpot. Now I don't usually play, but I might have to. I already know exactly what I'd do if I won. One thing for sure is buy myself a home and buy homes for some family. But something I think would be really great to do with that kind of money is to put an article in the paper asking people to nominate friends, family, or even strangers that have fallen on hard times and need help. I would do it just for the county I live in to begin with. I'd take a million dollars and help out the people that were nominated that needed it most. It could be something as simple as paying off a student loan or buying a used car to the more complex stuff like paying off home loans or paying for someone to go to college. Just a little something to help people out and what better time then now. Then I would do the same thing for the county my hometown is...

So I attended the wedding of one of my very good friends today. All in all was a nice wedding. One complaint...August in Georgia!! I was sweating like a pig at a bbq. Oh wait women don't sweat lol I was glistening. Yup glistening from my face, my back, and my pits rofl! That's so wrong. Anywho, as I was saying, before I went off on my sweat tangent. It was a lovely wedding and I am happy for my friend and his new bride...GRATZ YA'LL!! Don't expect a yeehaw, I'm not that southern lol. So I am looking around this wedding and I really start feeling like the odd man out. First off I'm wearing a tie dyed skirt lol but apart from that I feel like really really out. I mean I knew people there and such, but I didn't feel like I belonged. I started to feel so lonely and then I really felt like I stuck out from the group. I felt ugly, like I was some gross monster with snot dripping from my lop sided face and a rat perched on my hump. I'm not an ugly person, at le...

I'm just sitting here looking through all the homes for sale in my area and thinking "Will I ever have my own home?" I kinda feel like I'm behind, you know, like I'm missing out or losing the race. I had this plan since like 13 that when I hit 30 I was gonna publish my book and become a famous author and all my dreams would come true. Well here I am 31 and still renting a place and working for the man. Lol! It's crazy how things work out. I never thought I'd be where I am right now in my life, but in some ways that's really good. I mean no I don't have a home that's mine, but I do have an amazing husband and some really great friends. I guess in the material department I might be lacking, but in the way more important stuff department I'm pretty rich. I'm blessed to be working and able to make ends meet. I have some very dear friends who would do anytihng for me. And last but not least I have a husband who, well to go all corny and Jerr...