Stressful week
This week has not been well for me, I can only imagine what it's been like for the rest of the family. I had such a wonderful valentine's day with my husband...but it was abruptly ended when news of my sorta sister in law (it's complicated) was found dead. She was only in her 20's and had young children. I don't even know how to grasp hold of the situation. And as I am greiving the loss I hear news that my beloved uncle has been diagnosed with cancer. So yea my world is changing, but I can't even begin to imagine what this week has been like for the ones closer. The mothers, the spouses, the children.... why is this world such a harsh place at times. I have been so caught up in my own troubles that I forgot that there's a whole world out there hurting too. It's like "Oh poor me I'm outta work" just seems so trivial right now. With all this going on, I feel pushed into the reality that yea we don't live forever. Which brings me to that n...